~finelyartistic15

Vytautas Mazeika

Profile

Gallery

Prints

Faves

Journal

Scared

Thu Jul 24, 2008, 7:06 PM

I am scared. I am terrified. I don't know myself anymore. An otherworldy force is making me type this.

Earlier today, I felt terrible. I took one of my razors, and I ran it down my leg, but it didn't penatrate the skin. My sane self held me back. Am I destined to cut myself? I don't know.

But I am so fortunate to have friends I can count on.

My friends:

There's more, just no time now.

6 Comments

Mood: Sadness

Devious Comments

~~love 0 0~~

~~joy 0 0~~

~~wow 0 0~~

~~mad 0 0~~

~~sad 0 0~~

~~fear 0 0~~

~~neutral 0 0~~

~kaijin-kun Jul 24, 2008, 7:16:07 PM

Trust me cutting is not worth it, and it leaves nasty scars that you will regret later in life.

--
[~]Kayao[~]

~VegetarianSquishy Jul 24, 2008, 7:36:30 PM

I don't there's such a thing as destiny.

--
Favorite song EVER: Burn Out Bright by Switchfoot

Clubs: Nearly-Loved Alchemic-Artists theSPKfanclub Azula-fans Avatar-OC-club HistoryFashionLovers LesMisClub

~Sheroth Jul 25, 2008, 4:30:47 AM

It's not something you want to do.

Although I hate talking about it, I was in a situation slightly similar to yours and no surprise - I felt I needed to do same thing. >.>; I still have the mark and I feel so stupid looking at it now. But notice how you stopped yourself, ye?

Someone connected to you is telling you something... ._.

--

Happy Holidays! :3

~finelyartistic15 Jul 25, 2008, 8:10:18 AM

*sob* true

--
I will not stop, will you?

~SilentPoetess Jul 25, 2008, 4:40:24 PM

Its not something I recommend you pick up. Its not a good habit, its also hard to stop - besides the side effects of scaring and mental hospitals if parentals find out.

However if you do, dont beat yourself over it too much. You've got lots of people willing to talk to you if you need us. :]

--
The cure for boredom is curiosity. There is no cure for curiosity.